CrispTell me you love me the way you love the sky when it rains.Would that be a lie?Yes.Then move on, move away, let my clouds thunderand my blood pour,I am sick of this weatherbut I'm even more sick of you;diseased with a molding horizondancing along my hips,I am ready for winter so let it snow, bitch.
Lostmayday mayday, are you receiving?is anyone listening, this ship is sinking,there's blood on the waves, concrete rumors of mutiny.treason at sea, last words in morse code, anyone..throwing what's left of our lives on this line.casting lines returning empty,the static silence leaves us reeling..if you're out there:we can't.. much longer.. this is.. make it home.tell her.. loved her.. over and out.. we are undone.end transmission.
A Day In The ParkOrange and green leavesSit still amongst the grey skyI don't need the sun
Deck of Lies"Pick a card, any card"He said coyly with a smirk I bit my tongue and smiledHis playing games was but a quirk"I pick the 2 of truth""Alright, well, you have gorgeous eyes"I blushed and looked away This game sent me to new highs"Umm, Jack of fact"Smiling, he took my handGave me a wink and said"Your wish is my command"Maybe a kissEven a hugThe thought gave my mindThe slightest tugI felt light headed,High as a kiteA newborn birdWho had just taken flight"9 of honesty""Darling, why?You know I care,You know I try""No. You know I trust you,You know my secret.Now 9 of honesty,Prove you'll keep it"
Unexpected SongSitting in the Study RoomListening to two students singWho are unaware I can hear themThese women with rock-star aspirationsI believe they are trying a karaoke machineIn their small white box with paper-thin wallsWhat would they think if they knew I had heardVoices raised half in laughter after just a few wordsOf "You're the One That I Want" then an unknown tune?
So Much MoreYou looked at me andyou saw a pixel. You havemissed the masterpiece.
Deliverancean angel drifts at the edge of the skywith dwindling wings, she murmurs 'genesis'and extends her fingers to tryand catch the pieces of a broken world"sometimes we just need to burnto have a way to light up the night"the ground collapses upwards, and theclouds come tumbling down-- the starsawake and smile, they set fire todesiccate all blinded faiththe masses watch on; glazed eyes,broken spines, excised tongues-- they are seduced by the twinkling lights"destruction breeds beauty andit seems to go both ways"as the day decays, their time shattersuntil those knuckle-dragging fools find broken moment shrapneldee
Hidden SelfSometimes when we laughWe hide what we beBut down deep there is a placeThat only we can seeWe share our smileThe glitter in our eyeExcept to no one save a fewDo we show our hiddenSelf inside
Sorry Then Safeiwe like to play with fire.as it eats away at ourinsipid nature, and licks the desolate consistency of our bones,our inner cold is warmed.you say that it reminds youof my fevered eyes.ii.we make scarecrows into humansinto saviors, then tear them down againfor not cleansing out our wounds. we forget they were only bornto keep the birds fromdevouring us further.and they watch, feebly, as wefall face-first into our fateiii.you looked me dead in the eye"we are all walking ghostswaiting to die so we can live"and your whitened hands became a symbol of achievementivwe write our epitaphs the day we're c
diluted evanescencebreezes are fickle things, you saidwhen your eyes were somewhere far awaythe wind danced in the narrow expanseof all our waning hopes and desires,and something about the way the air grew staticmade me remember a time wheninexperience was still a virtue.sparks go out, you saidas the discord dimmed(glossy eyes weren't alwaysmade of glass, but they becamealong the line of desperation)I truly believed the world pulsed somewherein the cadence of your voice,because in your breath- earthquakes wouldbreak and oceans would crash and I alwayscame up short.we're living a borrowed life, you saidbut no one ever taught u
Fervid AwakeningThere's a fire beneath my feet, but not the kind that burnsmountains and ruins girlsmade of papier-mâchéno,these are the sparks that drive the insane to dance inthe rain; the flames thatgave birth to a million voicesitching to be heard, too.It's spreading, settling, somewhere deepbeneath my sternum, like an anticipatorystory, waiting to be told, givingmy heart the ardor to beat.-No one ever says happinessis like a butterfly: beautiful,flighty, and fleeting.If you let it slip through your fingersyou are leftalone, palms full of feathery dust which soon fades and leads to the scary
Blue Smocking in the True Essence of Time"You have no idea what time is going to do to you."The girl was certainly no older than me, certainly. In fact, she looked at least ten years younger than me, and her dark blue, smock-like top the drugstore chain made her wear at the register made her look even younger and more childish.If I allowed myself a moment of superficiality right then, I would have said there was nothing special about her: not her hair style, not her face, not her body, not her smile, not her eyes or even the tone of her voice. In fact, there was something slightly non-pleasing about all those elements of her, but I couldn't quite put my finger on exactly why. Maybe everything about her was just a little "off' by the world's standard of what was beautiful and what wasn't. Regardless of that, though, I realized that at 2:00am, when I was the only customer in the store full of everything a person could need at 2:00am, it was an odd thing for her to say to me as I walked in and passed the che
ConfidenceThe mirror said nice things about me today.But tomorrow it will probably be biased,And strongly opinionated,To say otherwise.
I'm Lying To Myself AgainI feel my taste for beauty waning as the days of my lonely life drag on;Most evenings see me weary, worried, and withered. Lost in thoughts of a life yet to unfurl, treasures no longer flow from these fingertips;Yet, still the urge consumes me. I could, if the need were too unwieldy, resign myself to mediocrity, but No, perhaps a truer ending than death is in order;Gone are the days of this poet's fancyTaken, removed from the passing of time or burned by the flame of my breast,One final niggling itch ripples through my wounded flesh, begging, screaming toMake these faithless hands love again.Your final whisper no long
Words Unspoken"Hey, what's the matter?"'Everything.Everything is falling apartAnd I know in my heart Nothing is alrightI try and struggle and fight,But nothing is as planned,Like winds stealing sand,It's all gone at the end of the day,And I just need someone to tell me it's okay'"Nothing."
The Human ConditionI love the Human Condition.The small sound of the heart beatingas it pushes blood through the veins.It's so beautiful in its obscurity.I love the Human Fragility.The delicate bonesthat, with a bit of pressure,can be reduced to dust.I love the Human Manipulation.The way the brain seems to lustfor the destruction and contamination of others.I love the Human Emotion.The crazy things people doout of fear, love, hate.With a push, they'll fall into madness.I love the Human Insanity.The way humans kill, maim, and hurt others for no apparent reasonis so very fascinating.The Human Condition:in a wordis pure,
Always and ForeverI will always 'love' youwith every fiber of my being,with every strand of my soul,with every beat of your heart.I will always be there for you,through the strifethrough the pain,through your 'tragic' death.I will always protect you.From the 'heartache'from the tremors,from the knife plunged in your spine.I will always keep youin my mindin my heartin your most tormenting nightmares.I will always crave you.No matter how withered your heart becomes.No matter how distant you seem.No matter how many blades I force down your throat.I will forever love youuntil your heart stops beating.until I carve out a
Circus Monster 2I cleared my throat, sure it was just nothing, and thought of the song she always recommended I sing. I was doing well, had gotten out the first verse, when my voice cracked and, it was suddenly gone. Silence met my ears.My eyes widened as I tried again. This time I got a few bars out, then my voice broke. People started screaming at me. I tried once more, but it wouldn't work. I wouldn't work. My legs felt life rubber and I fell to my knees. What was wrong? Why wasn't I working? I tried once more, and failed again. Tears started falling down my cheeks as kept trying to perform, all the while I thought about her. She was the
Circus Monster- 1 My head felt like it was going to explode and I was staring into the faces of three men, all unfamiliar in every aspect. Two of the men were broad and terrifying in their largeness. The third man, the one right in front of me, was smiling at me. His blue hair was long and hanging in his eyes. His hard blue eyes looked down at me and his elaborate outfit told me exactly who he was: he was a ringmaster. He crouched down until he was eye level with me, "Hello lovely." He smiled again, his words like acid against my ears. I shied away from him and crawled awkwardly until my back was against the opposite wall of the cage. He just laughed at
Circus Monster- Prologue"Wake up!" Clang! Metal collided with metal, letting out the ear splitting noise. I sat up quickly and blinked, not sure where exactly I was. Well, that's a lie, I knew exactly where I was.I was in a cage.
The Horror of Our LoveIt's an unending game of cat a mouse.I see a flash of your tail, but you're never really there.This game had been dragging on,until I finally found you again.You have no idea how happy I am.I look at you, love,and know everything will be okay,since you're back at my side.You don't believe me, do you?What's with that look in your eyes?It's like you're afraid of me.Come on, love,you know I'd never hurt you.I love you, after all.I just can't wait to take you home again,and we can sit by the firelike we use to.What's that you said?You don't like fire anymore?That was just an accident.I hadn't thought you'
Beautiful CarnageNightmares smiled sweetly as angels shattered.
It was for a contest, the group has some going on with one sentence too